I just don’t get what’s supposed to change. I’m 16 and I started medication a while ago,after a year of being diagnosed and two years of actually experiencing systems of major depression.
I’ve changed the dosage a couple times to find the right level and my psychiatrist says that I’m at the max dose but I don’t know what to do. I havent attempted killing myself again and I can get out of bed and go to social events but I’m still so tired.
It feels like nothing changes and at night I stay awake questioning whether I even exist. Is this how it will always feel even with medication or should I be doing something else.